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You know what I have learned? That I will never meet the standards of women in pornography and movies. It’s shallow but true. If I could name off my top insecurity, it would be the comparison of me to other women constantly. Now, I’m not the type of girl who is insanely protective. I realize that people look at other people and think that they are attractive. However, there is a difference between that and going out of your way to look at attractive people online just to drool over them.
Then people act as though I’m being sensitive over this fact. And I’ve confronted partners about it before. They say they don’t care about them, that they aren’t invested in them, that they’re just messing around with me when they talk about how attractive another woman is. Maybe I am being sensitive. But the fact of the matter is that I’m pretty insecure. I am perfectly capable of realizing that I will never have this perfect existence of womanhood. I realize that nearly millions of women out there are a lot more beautiful than I am. Unfortunately, beautiful actually isn’t on the inside. Not to a lot of people. They like to say that, of course, but…
Whatever. Perhaps I am simply at a fragile state. But I’m sick of it. And I’m sick of the fact that I can’t tell my partners without them making a big deal out of it. I try to be reasonable and..whatever. I post plenty of pornographic pictures of two men having sex. Yes. But honestly? I don’t think it’s hot. I think it’s aesthetically beautiful. Like a piece of art. I don’t…obsess over porn. I don’t go out of my way to look up dirty pictures. I know I’m a girl. But it’s called fucking self-control. And I’m not…
Fuck this. I don’t even care.

You know what I have learned? That I will never meet the standards of women in pornography and movies. It’s shallow but true. If I could name off my top insecurity, it would be the comparison of me to other women constantly. Now, I’m not the type of girl who is insanely protective. I realize that people look at other people and think that they are attractive. However, there is a difference between that and going out of your way to look at attractive people online just to drool over them.

Then people act as though I’m being sensitive over this fact. And I’ve confronted partners about it before. They say they don’t care about them, that they aren’t invested in them, that they’re just messing around with me when they talk about how attractive another woman is. Maybe I am being sensitive. But the fact of the matter is that I’m pretty insecure. I am perfectly capable of realizing that I will never have this perfect existence of womanhood. I realize that nearly millions of women out there are a lot more beautiful than I am. Unfortunately, beautiful actually isn’t on the inside. Not to a lot of people. They like to say that, of course, but…

Whatever. Perhaps I am simply at a fragile state. But I’m sick of it. And I’m sick of the fact that I can’t tell my partners without them making a big deal out of it. I try to be reasonable and..whatever. I post plenty of pornographic pictures of two men having sex. Yes. But honestly? I don’t think it’s hot. I think it’s aesthetically beautiful. Like a piece of art. I don’t…obsess over porn. I don’t go out of my way to look up dirty pictures. I know I’m a girl. But it’s called fucking self-control. And I’m not…

Fuck this. I don’t even care.

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Anonymous said: god you suck.

Yup. I do.

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